is it the end? or just the beginning?

at 23 years old, where am i?
for men, life begins at 40..
what about women? or girls?

i think im in the middle of nowhere..
im sorting my life bits by bits..
i think i messed up pretty bad last semester,
when i took the special leave.. huhu

i admit my mistakes..
no more playin around..
study will be number 1. numero uno. wahid. yi. satu..
okay, sure u get the point.. haha

wish me all the best, cuz this time im not aiming for dean list,
but I'M AIMING FOR 4.00.. seriously..

sorry

lama x update pape.. internet la...
balik karang saya update ok..
banyak benda nak cakap...
bye

Talkativeness is an asset

I updated my blog with three entries today.. But it is only 3.30pm.. three already..
that's how talkative i am.. i write what i wanna talk about..
because, u see, i am alone right now..
nobody to talk to.. so i write..

where does everybody go???

1) suky - to class
2) wendy - to sarawak
3) azue - i dont know
4) sofea - idk too, but she pakai cantik2..
5) me - i go NOWHERE! im alone here. remember?

i go around the house, not knowing what to do..
i wonder whether i should write a novel? HAHAHA
no way! not at the moment..
but, i'll do it if i can get money :D

im not mata duitan la..
but extra income.. what the heck..
i need to go shopping..
im a girl.. duh..

i hate green stuff, except for money... haha

i NEED these:




a red handbag

a washing machine

   

a pink tee

i have to write these down, so i wont forget..
not that i ever forget.. huh..

Confusion

Why am i confused? i dont know..

because.. well, im confused!

i wish i have all the answers i want..

i hate the feeling of having to rely to anyone's answer

that is not entirely true..

i mean, what's wrong with the whole TRUTH?

truth hurts, but lies hurts more..

i choose truth..

and hope everybody else too..

i love the world..

i love truth..

i love love..

Why i love my age

I am 23.. what's not to love..
I am at the prime time to get married (according to my 23-year-old cousin who is married and now has a child), yet i don't!
So, i get ALL the privilege that married people with kids dont. yay!


Firstly, i can have a movie marathon at the cinema without constant yawn and cry from. a kiddy..


Secondly, i can flirt. Aha! But, 'can' does not mean i'll do it.. im the sweet innocent lil non-flirty type.. hehe


Thirdly, i have NO CURFEW.. i dont have a kid n husband. remember??


Fourth, i can wear whatever i want (well, not exactly.. but close lah), 
because i dont have a mommy body.. 



          
Fifth, i can play futsal all day long.. because nobody can tell me not to. Yes Yes Yes!

WENDY

Today afternoon, we sent wendy to the airport..
She's going back to kuching..
im gonna mish her..
the things we do together...
like...


1) watching are you smarter that a fifth grader, and guessing the answer.. most of the time, we get it wrong..
2) eat maggi together.. slalu malas nak pegi kedai makan..
3) take turns to do laundry - because of the limited tempat jemur kain and hanger..
4) stay up late playing bejeweled blitz..
5) berebut sapa nak mandi last after balik futsal!!
6) paling teringat adalah bawak wendy naik motor di malam hari untuk ke 7e tanpa helmet!!
we were laughing all the way sebab tak pakai helmet n tak ingat jalan pulak tu..



wendy with tevez.. serious ni tevez!

orang lain stretching, wendy buat pe tuh? hehe

sila guna exercise machine di sebelah ye..

wendy with jaja n ateng


wendy, c u again in final i-metro :)
pray hard okay?

My Funny Roommate

Here's a lil something about my soulmate roommate..


1) suka try baju, pastu tak jadi pakai pastu campak je dalam lemari..
pastu try lagi satu.. not working, pastu campak lagi dalam lemari..
pastu try lagi... u get the picture.. ulang 5x..
the best part ialah: dia xtau lipat baju....
so i yg lipat balik.. *sigh* nasib baik saya rajin.. hehehe


2) dia kesian saya lipat baju bertimbun, jadi cuba untuk tolong lipat..
sangat funny okay? sebab lipat sangat besar.. hehe..
tapi still sweet sebab nak tolong.. :)


3) suka tak bagi saya minum nescafe, pastu belikan anlene chocolate
demi kesihatan tulang belakang yang semakin terjejas dek kerana caffeine..


4) suka basuh pinggan - yela.. saya da masak, mesti la dia basuh pinggan.. hehe


5) tak suka jimmy membebel kat dalam diari af8 - so, dia akan mute kan sound, pastu saya tolong alih suara
and reka apa jimmy cakap.. benda ni adalah hiburan untuk wendy jugak.. hehe


6) suka bawak balik ikan masin and keropok and beras dari jauh - jauh=kelantan.. hehe
satu rumah suka ikan masin n kepok!!


7) suka nila baju putih - saya ingat time sekolah asrama je buat camni.. hehe


setakat ni saje.. time to sleep.. sian roommate tinggal sorang.. gud nite all..