is it the end? or just the beginning?

at 23 years old, where am i?
for men, life begins at 40..
what about women? or girls?

i think im in the middle of nowhere..
im sorting my life bits by bits..
i think i messed up pretty bad last semester,
when i took the special leave.. huhu

i admit my mistakes..
no more playin around..
study will be number 1. numero uno. wahid. yi. satu..
okay, sure u get the point.. haha

wish me all the best, cuz this time im not aiming for dean list,
but I'M AIMING FOR 4.00.. seriously..